Part of my horoscope today -
Daily Overview for January 10, 2007
Take an extra moment or two to remind yourself that you have a wonderful life.
That I do... when all is said and done I really can't complain too much.
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Quiet
I miss Tim. I haven't really talked to him since that awful car conversation. Maybe he's been busy, but he hasn't tried to communicate with me at all. I sent a couple group e-mails for various reasons, but no response from him. I tried calling last night to see if we're still on for meeting to talk more about things, but he didn't pick up the phone.
As much as I miss him, the sad thing is that I feel like I could go on alone. I don't take rejection well, so I suppose I've grown numb to the idea. Mentally, I probably assume people will eventually leave me. That way, it's not a shock when they do. It's a protection mechanism. I know I shouldn't think like that, but it's hard when you've been let down so many times. I wish that I had dated more when I was younger, maybe then I would have grown a thicker skin.
The prospect of spending my life alone becomes more real as I get older. I feel like I have to rely on myself because there won't be anyone there for me.
I wish I knew how Tim is feeling. I worry he's holding back on me, telling me what he thinks I want or need to hear rather than what's really going through his mind. Is he angry or sad or hurt, or is this just a silly girl thing to him? Maybe his thoughts really are as mellow as he is.
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I talked to him just now. We were going to meet up, but, to be fair, I told him I have a sore throat. He doesn't want to get sick a week before vacation. There was a hint of awkwardness but nothing to worry about (I think). We might just talk for a little tonight by phone just to catch up but not talk about the serious stuff. So I won't see him until Monday. :(
My horoscope for today... how ironic.
Daily Overview for September 07, 2006
Quickie:
Turn off your phone and do something else that is best done alone. Enjoy the quiet.
Overview:
You're tempted to take a stick and stir the muddy waters of the present so you can get a glimpse of the future. Put down that implement! If you stir too much, you'll make the situation even cloudier.
As much as I miss him, the sad thing is that I feel like I could go on alone. I don't take rejection well, so I suppose I've grown numb to the idea. Mentally, I probably assume people will eventually leave me. That way, it's not a shock when they do. It's a protection mechanism. I know I shouldn't think like that, but it's hard when you've been let down so many times. I wish that I had dated more when I was younger, maybe then I would have grown a thicker skin.
The prospect of spending my life alone becomes more real as I get older. I feel like I have to rely on myself because there won't be anyone there for me.
I wish I knew how Tim is feeling. I worry he's holding back on me, telling me what he thinks I want or need to hear rather than what's really going through his mind. Is he angry or sad or hurt, or is this just a silly girl thing to him? Maybe his thoughts really are as mellow as he is.
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I talked to him just now. We were going to meet up, but, to be fair, I told him I have a sore throat. He doesn't want to get sick a week before vacation. There was a hint of awkwardness but nothing to worry about (I think). We might just talk for a little tonight by phone just to catch up but not talk about the serious stuff. So I won't see him until Monday. :(
My horoscope for today... how ironic.
Daily Overview for September 07, 2006
Quickie:
Turn off your phone and do something else that is best done alone. Enjoy the quiet.
Overview:
You're tempted to take a stick and stir the muddy waters of the present so you can get a glimpse of the future. Put down that implement! If you stir too much, you'll make the situation even cloudier.
Friday, May 12, 2006
Better but still bothered
I talked further with Tim last night. He came over and watched the finale of "Gilmore Girls" with me. He was sweet enough to look for and find an Internet version so I could see what happened to Lorelai. (My suspicious were going in the correct direction in terms of what happened.) We also caught up on "Lost" to see who died see what Michael is up to.
Later on in the evening, I brought up the question again about traveling with people. I cautioned him that my hormones were a bit off. I repeated what he said about not wanting me as a first choice. He said I was being silly because he enjoyed traveling with me. It's just that for something like "Amazing Race" he'd want someone who'd eat grasshoppers and swim past poisonous spiders. Well, yeah, if we're talking like that, I'd want a big, muscular guy with no fear too.
Still, what Sh said upset me, even if she had no intentional ill feeling behind it. (I know, why should her opinion matter... ) Tim tried to blow it off saying she simply meant to demonstrate that the two of us have very different personalities. I explained to him that that wasn't the point. My concern with her opinion was that if I couldn't get along with Tim, who is very laid back and easy going, then who else could I possibly get along with. It bothers me to think that I'm a difficult person. It's something I strongly fear. He tried to reason with me, but my hormones just took over.
Of course, even Tim and I got on each other's nerves a bit during the vacation. But we always managed to joke, tease, and laugh about it minutes later. We had a disagreement the very night we came back. He was frustrated that there was no time stamp to his cell phone's voicemail messages. I told him they do have time stamps. He kept disagreeing, saying they only exist for the saved messages. I kept insisting he could access them. To prove his point, he told me to leave a message on his cell phone so he could demonstrate there was no time stamp. I left a message and then listened to his voicemail, pressed '5' for the envelope information, and told him that I was listening to the time and date stamp. He then took the phone from me, asked me what I did, repeated my steps, and then quietly shut the phone.
We had been miscommunicating a bit. He had been talking about how the saved messages automatically provide the time and date. He didn't realize there was an extra step involved to access that information on new messages. He apologized and thanked me for telling him. I acknowledged that I should have been clearer about where the information was. We smiled and moved on. A five minute argument and all was well. I think we get along very well. We fight fair and are open with each other. It's one of the best relationships I have. I can't say that for many situations I've had with other men.
This is why (besides irrational hormone number #4) it upset me to be told that Tim and I wouldn't get along in a team competition. Yes, it would be intense, but I know we'd do well together.
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And on a funny note:
Daily Overview for May 12, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:
Hold off doing major activities today -- just let the world go by for a while.
Overview:
Self-acceptance is a magical thing -- it can smooth out so many situations in your life. Be gentle with yourself and you'll find that people, places and things that caused you stress in the past disappear.
Later on in the evening, I brought up the question again about traveling with people. I cautioned him that my hormones were a bit off. I repeated what he said about not wanting me as a first choice. He said I was being silly because he enjoyed traveling with me. It's just that for something like "Amazing Race" he'd want someone who'd eat grasshoppers and swim past poisonous spiders. Well, yeah, if we're talking like that, I'd want a big, muscular guy with no fear too.
Still, what Sh said upset me, even if she had no intentional ill feeling behind it. (I know, why should her opinion matter... ) Tim tried to blow it off saying she simply meant to demonstrate that the two of us have very different personalities. I explained to him that that wasn't the point. My concern with her opinion was that if I couldn't get along with Tim, who is very laid back and easy going, then who else could I possibly get along with. It bothers me to think that I'm a difficult person. It's something I strongly fear. He tried to reason with me, but my hormones just took over.
Of course, even Tim and I got on each other's nerves a bit during the vacation. But we always managed to joke, tease, and laugh about it minutes later. We had a disagreement the very night we came back. He was frustrated that there was no time stamp to his cell phone's voicemail messages. I told him they do have time stamps. He kept disagreeing, saying they only exist for the saved messages. I kept insisting he could access them. To prove his point, he told me to leave a message on his cell phone so he could demonstrate there was no time stamp. I left a message and then listened to his voicemail, pressed '5' for the envelope information, and told him that I was listening to the time and date stamp. He then took the phone from me, asked me what I did, repeated my steps, and then quietly shut the phone.
We had been miscommunicating a bit. He had been talking about how the saved messages automatically provide the time and date. He didn't realize there was an extra step involved to access that information on new messages. He apologized and thanked me for telling him. I acknowledged that I should have been clearer about where the information was. We smiled and moved on. A five minute argument and all was well. I think we get along very well. We fight fair and are open with each other. It's one of the best relationships I have. I can't say that for many situations I've had with other men.
This is why (besides irrational hormone number #4) it upset me to be told that Tim and I wouldn't get along in a team competition. Yes, it would be intense, but I know we'd do well together.
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And on a funny note:
Daily Overview for May 12, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:
Hold off doing major activities today -- just let the world go by for a while.
Overview:
Self-acceptance is a magical thing -- it can smooth out so many situations in your life. Be gentle with yourself and you'll find that people, places and things that caused you stress in the past disappear.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Amazing timing... and a happy beginning?
I should be studying for my language exam tomorrow, but I had to write with some happy news. All my drama has been just that.
My old boss and I were talking in the parking lot tonight. She gave me the same advice as my therapist that since I have nothing to lose to give KT a call and ask him out to a movie for Saturday. (She also reminded me that "it was okay when [I was] 22 with a tiara on [my] head to wait for a guy to make a move, but now [I ]need to try a little harder.") It was on my mind all day. So when I got home I drafted an e-mail to send to him Wednesday.
"Hi KT,
I thought write and ask how you're doing. What kind of trouble did you get yourself into over the weekend? ;) I took my mom out for dinner on Friday, and we strolled through the R Shopping Center on Saturday. It was nice to have her visit for a bit.
I will be officially done with class tonight. [Exhale] I hope I'm ready for this test. I thought we could catch up tonight and wanted to know when would be a good time to call tonight."
Well, there's no need to send it now. Just as my 10pm show started, the phone rang. I left my friends to go into another room and answered. Wow, it was KT. We chatted a little about our weekends. He was confused as to whether I had been gone and I clarified that I was entertaining my mom. It was a short talk because he knew I needed to get back to my friends.
Basically, he suggested that we could go have dinner and see a movie on Saturday night. We're both curious about "V for Vendetta." I suggested that we both look into what other movies might be coming out this weekend and talk again on Thursday. I wanted to make sure that I said I'd call so that we don't just exchange a dozen e-mails the next couple days. It's so funny that we both had the same idea (but I'm glad he beat me to it ;) ).
Wheee!!! I feel so silly to be so relieved and happy about this. After all the ranting and overthinking... . Thank goodness I went to the gym tonight because it really helped clear my mind and stop worrying.
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Funny note: This was his "Daily Love Horoscope for March 28, 2006"
Overcome a romantic stumbling block with the help of a flexible -- but proactive! -- attitude. Look for a creative solution, and don't overlook the possibility of a fix that's much easier than you might expect.
My old boss and I were talking in the parking lot tonight. She gave me the same advice as my therapist that since I have nothing to lose to give KT a call and ask him out to a movie for Saturday. (She also reminded me that "it was okay when [I was] 22 with a tiara on [my] head to wait for a guy to make a move, but now [I ]need to try a little harder.") It was on my mind all day. So when I got home I drafted an e-mail to send to him Wednesday.
"Hi KT,
I thought write and ask how you're doing. What kind of trouble did you get yourself into over the weekend? ;) I took my mom out for dinner on Friday, and we strolled through the R Shopping Center on Saturday. It was nice to have her visit for a bit.
I will be officially done with class tonight. [Exhale] I hope I'm ready for this test. I thought we could catch up tonight and wanted to know when would be a good time to call tonight."
Well, there's no need to send it now. Just as my 10pm show started, the phone rang. I left my friends to go into another room and answered. Wow, it was KT. We chatted a little about our weekends. He was confused as to whether I had been gone and I clarified that I was entertaining my mom. It was a short talk because he knew I needed to get back to my friends.
Basically, he suggested that we could go have dinner and see a movie on Saturday night. We're both curious about "V for Vendetta." I suggested that we both look into what other movies might be coming out this weekend and talk again on Thursday. I wanted to make sure that I said I'd call so that we don't just exchange a dozen e-mails the next couple days. It's so funny that we both had the same idea (but I'm glad he beat me to it ;) ).
Wheee!!! I feel so silly to be so relieved and happy about this. After all the ranting and overthinking... . Thank goodness I went to the gym tonight because it really helped clear my mind and stop worrying.
***
Funny note: This was his "Daily Love Horoscope for March 28, 2006"
Overcome a romantic stumbling block with the help of a flexible -- but proactive! -- attitude. Look for a creative solution, and don't overlook the possibility of a fix that's much easier than you might expect.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
When the planets align
Just what I needed to hear...
Daily Overview for March 08, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:Lately you've been reacting to things you cannot control. Let go and accept life.
Overview:Acknowledge someone else's emotional needs, even if you aren't the person to fulfill them right now. Most importantly, don't beat yourself up because you have other, more pressing matters to deal with.
Daily Overview for March 08, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:Lately you've been reacting to things you cannot control. Let go and accept life.
Overview:Acknowledge someone else's emotional needs, even if you aren't the person to fulfill them right now. Most importantly, don't beat yourself up because you have other, more pressing matters to deal with.
Monday, March 06, 2006
Funny horoscope
Just thought this exactly summarizes what I need to do to forget about KT - no drama!
Daily Overview for March 06, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Aries
Quickie:Take it easy today and try to avoid the people who are adding drama to your life.
Overview:Someone close to you needs some positive reinforcement. No, they're not being whiny -- they're truly feeling like they can't pull this off. Put on your best cheerleader outfit and rah-rah them to the finish line.
And these were KT's from last week - get a clue man!
Daily Overview for March 02, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:Today will be great or awful -- but if it goes poorly, it's just your imagination.
Overview:Your sharp eye spots a hidden flaw in someone's supposedly foolproof idea, and you have to be the one to fix things. You've got just the skills this situation needs, and your acuity will lead you to prosperity and success.
Daily Overview for March 01, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:Other things are going to be making you feel desirable today -- not just romance.
Overview:Have you tried the direct approach? It may feel bizarre -- after all, you are the master of artful diplomacy -- but right now, it's the best way to get what you want. The other party isn't used to subtlety.
Daily Overview for March 06, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Aries
Quickie:Take it easy today and try to avoid the people who are adding drama to your life.
Overview:Someone close to you needs some positive reinforcement. No, they're not being whiny -- they're truly feeling like they can't pull this off. Put on your best cheerleader outfit and rah-rah them to the finish line.
And these were KT's from last week - get a clue man!
Daily Overview for March 02, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:Today will be great or awful -- but if it goes poorly, it's just your imagination.
Overview:Your sharp eye spots a hidden flaw in someone's supposedly foolproof idea, and you have to be the one to fix things. You've got just the skills this situation needs, and your acuity will lead you to prosperity and success.
Daily Overview for March 01, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Quickie:Other things are going to be making you feel desirable today -- not just romance.
Overview:Have you tried the direct approach? It may feel bizarre -- after all, you are the master of artful diplomacy -- but right now, it's the best way to get what you want. The other party isn't used to subtlety.
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